Eliyra

On 13th Netbol tourney @MPH

2009-12-14T10:05:00.002+08:00

MUARA NETTERS WV ANDY/ABG/YG ADI NETTERS COACH POSEE SONGSANG TEBALIK..

MUARA NETTERS

4TH PLACEE...

IT ITS ONLY 1 TEAM...GO MUARA NETTERS..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMBIEE...ON 23.11.2009

2009-11-25T16:56:00.003+08:00

AHU N LILOW
SEDANG2 MAKAN DGAMBAR....

TAM & AHU

DINNER TYME....

POSE2 DRI JPG CREWS...

contiunue pic soon ~~

NETBOL ON 14/11/2009

2009-11-20T09:11:00.003+08:00

BE FOR MATCH.....*SIGN* LURUS KAH NDA JUA..LUPA!! HAHAHA
XOXO 2ND P ADA ANAK MENYALAT....HAHAHA DIL S.S

BEBE/GEM/PPT/ALONG AND AYEN

POSE BERACUN SEBELUM BSURAI...

HAHAH SAPA KAH YANG TEPIHIT ATU...KESIAN EYH..~~~

BUDAK2 NAKAL... DIL S.S

POSE~~~~~~~~~~ 24/16/11/19

XOXO

DIL S.S WV MX5 TEAM....MESTI KETA2 DORANG SEMO MX5 HAHAH

SBELUM ABIS FULL MEMORY CAMERA C28 HAHAH

yesterday~~ Happy Busday B0b aka Adek

2009-10-13T17:09:00.003+08:00

celebret bob b'day wv big card frm Jpg
sapa suruh bday.. nah kna siram.....aseeekkkkk

Happy 19th bday

other photo wv JPG

2009-09-29T10:21:00.002+08:00

@ kinon HS open os
JPG WV KINON N DE SISTA

KINON PAI N SARA

SARAH N PAI

PAI N ENAK

5th day hri raya... wv fwens...

2009-09-26T11:51:00.001+08:00

HARI RAYA 2009

2009-09-26T11:07:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI GURU

2009-09-24T11:57:00.002+08:00

SeLamAt haRi gUrU,KePaLa pAra-pAra gUru dBrunei yAng sEwAktu DenGan nyA...I WouLd lYke toO sAy hAppY teAcHers Day tO TUa lakI n wIfE,UncU bOy n wIfe,UncU guRl,aMit gUrl,sIs cTa,sIs aMal,sIsta zAti,bRo Sham cUzIn2 yG baKal jDi teAChers...jAdi laH cigu CoNToh yaNg bErguna uNtUk JeNaRasi yAng aKan dTg.

IndA lupA jUa fOr mY fWens cIgu erNie 64,tEacher RyDa,teacHer BBshaRony teAchER jUl N yaNg BerBau2 teAChEr sAl doRang kJa dsKulah... teAcHer pUput teACher aHu n TeAcHer lyn..hahahah HAPPY TEACHERS DAY 23.09.09

TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS....

2009-09-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

holiday wv jpg crew's @ miri

2009-09-09T11:56:00.002+08:00

sungkai @ mulaut

2009-09-09T10:09:00.004+08:00

FRIENDSSS

2009-08-31T10:38:00.004+08:00

THANX 2 MY FRIENDS YESTERDAY BAWA AKU JALAN2 KUCAH2 DEN BELI BARANG SUNGKAI DEN MAKAN2 TOGETHER... THANX BEB DUDE TUTTT N PHB FAMILY... DEN JALAN2 CUCI MATA AT THE MALL...OWH YEA...THANX OSO 2 JPG CREW ON SATURDAY NITE LEPAK AT TK AND DEN MEN CARD PLUS LIAT CHELSEA/LIVERPOOL N MAN'U' CONGR8 2 THEM....UNTIL 2AM YAYY~

WAH APA KAH RASANYA KALO INDA BEKAWAN AH... GRENTI LAIN RASA NYA...ALMOST 6 YEARS WITH MY TEAM MATE....*but ada yang baru lah* BUT HAPPY JUA ADA KAMU2N AND THANX TO BE MY FRIENDS...MASAK DAH PERANGAI SORANG-SORANG...CHILL~ BUT KADANG2 MUDAH BERASA...PAYAH JUA 2 AH.. LAMA DAH BEKAWAN BUT INDA TAU PERASAAN SORANG2 DEN INDA MAU KAN BEDAPANAN.....

WOKEY NOW TALKING ABOUT A FRIENDS...I HAVE 3 FRINEDS FOR ME A VERY GUD,NICE ONE,COOL,CRAZY MCM2 LAH....HEHE. I LOOK UP TO THEM BCOZ THEIR R VERY STRONG,CARING N CLAZY CLAZY.....

I LOOK 4WARD 2 THE TYME WE SHARE, & I NEVER WANT 2 LIVE A DAY W/O THEM..THEIR THOUGHTFULNESS IS GREATLY APPPRECIA8 & THEIR OTHERS OLWES PUT OTHER 1ST. I HOPE THEIR KNOW THEIR HAVE IMPACTED SO MANY PPL LIVES & I WOULD NOT BE THE PERSON I'AM 2DAY W/O THEM.IN TYME OF TROUBLE &IN TIMES OF THANKS STOOD BY MY SIDE AND HELD ME UP..THERIR SUPPORTED ME WHEN I WAS IN TEARS & EVEN WHEN I WAS HAPPY.

TO BE CONTINUE

NETBALL ON SUNDAY

2009-08-12T15:22:00.001+08:00

JPG MINI TOURNEMENT ON 7TH

2009-08-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

FWENLY MATCH 8 HARUN GYM....

2009-07-31T14:03:00.007+08:00

BEST POSE OF THE MONTH

sOme oFf jPg 8 TAUREAN wV tAzzy

2009-07-31T08:13:00.005+08:00

TaZzY & Roy Yul

p0Sing aCtiOns mAnjA p0Se

loh sar tam putz

tAzzy 1st dAy kuAr weeKens

yul poSe

crocs part 2

2009-07-30T11:21:00.005+08:00

lawa eyhh.. beli kan kuuuuu...

crocsssssssssssssssss

2009-07-29T15:37:00.006+08:00

M waiting dis crocs from siti rahhhmaahhhh...heheh

I WANT DE BLACK & WHITE *crocs crete canvas*

wah.........strezzz......which 1 ah....

2009-07-27T15:39:00.003+08:00

should i choice dis colour??????
or dis colour??? wahhhhhh naneng eyh.......

or still dis 1....ya allahh dugaan... orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr dis??????????????????

memory lagenda hahah

2009-07-22T14:40:00.002+08:00

ani dimana nah dorang dua ani.....masa lepak betiga kan nie

haha masa kan kelimbang 5 or 4 years ago...

dis one 2 lift dmall 1st lepak d dome......

ani lagi classic...taun bila kah nie..

hahahahhah jangan inda pecaya.....eeeyuuuu

yahuu... aku ada 2 real turtles

2009-07-22T13:57:00.001+08:00

bobo momo jangan jelous..... pix soon

raen bday party......

2009-07-13T14:25:00.005+08:00

abg sham "wedding"

2009-07-11T11:15:00.004+08:00

ME & YOU

2009-07-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

To my beloved bobo

Happy anniversary bobo
I can't believe we still together,it’s 2 years already.You were everything I dreamed about.And, somehow I found you.
In the early days of our relationship, we had so much fun getting to know each other. The more I learned about you, the more I fell in love with you.There were days when I seriously thought my heart would burst with happiness.Sounds corny, I know, but it's true.One year passed, then two, I knew that I didn't want to spend my life with anyone else, but you. Hmmm~You made me whole.
You taught me how to love without reservation.You made me want to be a better person.Our lives just fit together so perfectly. They had from day 1.Mostly, our relations has been pretty smooth.I love that you have such a kind heart. I love that you always put me first.I love that you surprise me with little gifts every now & then hehe..I love when I pick up the phone & I hear your voice syg..
I love that I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see you..banar astah…kata #16 ada kulimambang hahahaha

To be honest, I don’t believe in soul mates. I think people can make it work, if they try hard enough, if they keep fighting toward each other, make compromises, and remember why they wanted to be with this person in the first place. You? You fell in love with my eyes, first. You were my first fan. The first person who believed I could do this. And you have believed all the way, all along, even when I had all but lost hope. You kept me strong, kept me believing in my dream. And even when I was ready to give up on myself, you weren’t. You’ve never given up on me, even when I didn’t think I was worth it. You’ve stood by me through fire and flood, an international move, and more. Though I don’t believe in soul mates, you are the one, the only one, with whom I want to share this journey. I want you beside me always.
All my love

i rely mishu yng ='(

2009-06-26T09:39:00.002+08:00

I miss the touch of your hand in mine.
Your love warms me like the morning sun shine.

I miss your breath on my ear as we embrace.
I miss the softness of your cheek when I touch your face.

I miss the air we exchange when we kiss.
Holding you tightly in my arms is what I miss.

I close my eyes and I feel your love raining down on me.
I open them and I tear when I realize you are not near.

Michael Jackson, the 'King of Pop,' dies at age 50

2009-06-26T09:18:00.002+08:00

LOS ANGELES – Michael Jackson, the sensationally gifted child star who rose to become the "King of Pop" and the biggest celebrity in the world only to fall from his throne in a freakish series of scandals, died Thursday. He was 50. Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. Ed Winter, the assistant chief coroner for Los Angeles County, confirmed his office had been notified of the death and would handle the investigation.
The circumstances of Jackson's death were not immediately clear. Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m., Capt. Steve Ruda told the Los Angeles Times. The paramedics performed CPR and took him to UCLA Medical Center, Ruda told the newspaper.
Jackson's death brought a tragic end to a long, bizarre, sometimes farcical decline from his peak in the 1980s, when he was popular music's premier all-around performer, a uniter of black and white music who shattered the race barrier on MTV, dominated the charts and dazzled even more on stage.
His 1982 album "Thriller" — which included the blockbuster hits "Beat It," "Billie Jean" and "Thriller" — remains the biggest-selling album of all time, with more than 100 million copies worldwide.
The public first knew him in the late 1960s, when as a boy he was the precocious, spinning lead singer of the Jackson 5, the music group he formed with his four older brothers. Among their No. 1 hits were "I Want You Back," "ABC," and "I'll Be There."
He was perhaps the most exciting performer of his generation, known for his feverish, crotch-grabbing dance moves and his high-pitched voice punctuated with squeals and titters. His single sequined glove, tight, military-style jacket and aviator sunglasses were trademarks second only to his ever-changing, surgically altered appearance.
"For Michael to be taken away from us so suddenly at such a young age, I just don't have the words," said Quincy Jones, who produced "Thriller." "He was the consummate entertainer and his contributions and legacy will be felt upon the world forever. I've lost my little brother today, and part of my soul has gone with him."
Jackson ranked alongside Elvis Presley and the Beatles as the biggest pop sensations of all time. In fact, he united two of music's biggest names when he was briefly married to Presley's daughter, Lisa Marie.
But as years went by, Jackson became an increasingly freakish figure — a middle-aged man-child weirdly out of touch with grown-up life. His skin became lighter, his nose narrower, and he spoke in a breathy, girlish voice. He surrounded himself with children at his Neverland ranch, often wore a germ mask while traveling and kept a pet chimpanzee named Bubbles as one of his closest companions.
In 2005, he was cleared of charges he molested a 13-year-old cancer survivor at Neverland in 2003. He had been accused of plying the boy with alcohol and groping him. The case took a fearsome toll on his career and image, and he fell into serious financial trouble.
Jackson was preparing for what was to be his greatest comeback: He was scheduled for an unprecedented 50 shows at a London arena, with the first set for July 13. He was in rehearsals in Los Angeles for the concert, an extravaganza that was to capture the classic Jackson magic: showstopping dance moves, elaborate staging and throbbing dance beats.
Singer Dionne Warwick said: "Michael was a friend and undoubtedly one of the world's greatest entertainers that I fortunately had the pleasure of working with........we have lost an icon in our industry."
Hundreds of people gathered outside the hospital as word of his death spread. The emergency entrance at the UCLA Medical Center, which is near Jackson's rented home, was roped off with police tape.
"Ladies and gentlemen, Michael Jackson has just died," a woman boarding a Manhattan bus called out, shortly after the news was announced. Immediately many riders reached for their cell phones.
In New York's Times Square, a low groan went up in the crowd when a screen flashed that Jackson had died, and people began relaying the news to friends by cell phone.
"No joke. King of Pop is no more. Wow," Michael Harris, 36, of New York City, read from a text message a friend sent to his telephone. "It's like when Kennedy was assassinated. I will always remember being in Times Square when Michael Jackson died."

from abg kyrol

2009-06-24T16:23:00.002+08:00

19.06.09 abg sham nikah...

2009-06-24T14:13:00.004+08:00

DAMIT DIALOG PIC STYLELOOOOOOOO

2009-06-18T15:35:00.006+08:00

(1) ai kita kna gmbr pai, (2) pose manja pai roy..

(3) Cani bah kamu begambar..heheh

(4) ai napa camera gurl ani mempose aku saja ani ah, (5) chuck~~~ pose apa g kmu mau.. semo i bulih tunjuk kan..hehehhehuhuhuhuh

JIS PART 3

2009-06-18T10:35:00.006+08:00

NIKE Vs ADIDAS.......GUESS MANA PALING BANYAK????????
SAPA NAH?????

guess who???....heheh
RBF WV JPG....(npa ko pai? gila jua pose beracun kah yul? santai nmpk dang #28 ah

eyh lai nages kah kn menyanyi ko????....

gila barat bnr ko rvii.....hehehhe

ziee i tot bdan mu....pnya ada 4 urg dlm gmbr ani......heheh suspendet*** =)

14 JUNE PART 2

2009-06-16T09:51:00.006+08:00

WV DE GIFT

ISB / DF /JPGS

06 AMA 16 N 24

JPG WV POMPOM GURL...HEHEH
JPG WV AMA....HEHEH

VOB EYUL AND DAMIT...... EHHMM~ SENGAJA....

MODEL TARGET... MODEL BARU.....HEHEH

JP AND JPG

AYU JUA DUDUK CPAI MA C-VOB ATU

SHOWWW OFFFF..... SIGH *ABIS GAYA*

1/4/5/6/11 & 22

stress posing nie......heheh

JIS TOURNAMENT ON 14 JUNE....

2009-06-15T15:31:00.004+08:00

MANJA JUA MUA SORANG2...heheheh.....
INDA SAH KALAU INDA BEGAMBAR.....KAN KAN

PACAH POSE

I RELY DONO STYLE APA NIE...

DAMIT,RASH,TAM,JIDAH AND ONE OFF DF PALYER...

***** other pix soon...lalah lai kan mengedit..heheh

SATURDAY NYTE JPG TEAM 8 TK TEA HOUSE WV THE OWNER MR ANDREW SPONSER JERSYS

2009-06-15T11:22:00.004+08:00

FREE STYLE KILLERR....heheh....

BUDAK2 GERGASI.....

ROJAK STYLE...HEHE

EYUL & PUPUT... LALAH KAH BEB ABIS TRAINING.....HEHEH

NICE SHOT......

SAMPAT G MAIN CARD......

16/06/22/13 & 04

BBL WV MR ANDREW........

ME & EYUL

SAPA KAH YG MENGAMBAR ANI AH....HEHEH

SANTAI JAP....

NAH YAH KAKA AND ALONG.....

NEW HAIR........

2009-06-10T14:07:00.002+08:00

khishamari new hair style.........cute eyh...
Lyke her hair colour.......

korean hair sytle 2009

NETBOL ON SUNDAY 24.05.09

2009-05-25T14:00:00.007+08:00

IVY AND MORA TEAM
NG TEAMS AND COMET TEAMS

NG & LIL STAR

AYTE~ MEMBUYOK KO LOH.......HEHEHEH
STARGAZEES ANENG TEAM N MS NG (menyalat) hehe....

LILO, JUR & ALAI

QINUN,NG & POSING GUY HEHE...(nato namanya)

**** others pix soon~~~~~ just wait....heheheh

2009-05-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

WHAT DO U WANT???

*season 1*
1st OFF ALL L8LY…ANTAH AH… CANA KAN CAKAP.START WORDS…’WOW’
SOMEBODY HATESSS MEEE??? MY ANSWER IS “I LYKEEEEE” BUT WHY?????
WHO CAN ANSWER ME THAT?? SAL PENIPU?? NGADA2 KAN CERITA?? CAKAP INDA BELURUS?? HAIRAN EYHH……..NAPA INDA CAKAP DIRECT DAPAN2 DIRI~ BUT CAKAP2 MACAM ATU PAT COUPLE KU????? SAL INDA SUKA ME AMA U KALI YNG AH…*BLURR* MYBE TANI YG BECINTA DORANG YANG MENANGGUNG KALI….”BODOH” PAS ATU CAKAP PAT URANG ITU LAH INI LAH…TANI BUDUH2I URANG LAH PULAK? SAPA TANI BUDUH2I YNG AH??? MYBE DIS COUPLE GILA KALI DAH AH……BUT SORY SYG AH….UKAN ME MINTA SYMPTY NIE…KALAU BANAR DORANG CAKAP ME MENGASUT U UTK BEJAHAT AMA DORANG BUKTIKAN? OR ME MEMUGAI U UTK MEMBANCI DORANG BUKTIKAN JUA?? ADA ME NGAJAR U MENIPU KAH YANG?? MACAM TAH DORANG ATU INDA PENIPU…. APA KAN DORANG DAPAT DUIT U KAH YNG?? I DONO AH… SELAMA ANI ADA AKU PERNAH MEMBURUK2I DORANG KAH???? AKU ADA NGACAW DORANG KAH?? APA???? JAWAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP???????????????????????

* to be continue*

2nd Picute

2009-05-13T09:37:00.005+08:00

10 may 2009 celebret ahu,adi,fie bday n sar annvsry...

2009-05-12T14:34:00.005+08:00

ON 10.5 LAST SUNDAY JPG N PHB CELEBRET UHA19 ADI7 & FIE4 DER OWN BDAY...BBQ @TUNGKU BEACH...DE THEMES 'HAWAIAN' HAHA ADA JUA KN SEMINGGU LABIH MENCARI BARANG2 MCM HAWAI.. KEPISAN...SUPER BEST GILERRR~ HAHA ADA GEMES GILA2AN....(GILA JUA~~)LYTE SHA GAMBAR2 D'ATAS ATU...P ADA YG SAMA SELUAR DORANG.. HEHEH.....

Note: pic yg len soon~ (luan banyak lai) kepisan :s

2009-05-11T09:11:00.002+08:00

2009-05-02T11:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BUSDAY 2 LOVELY SISTA'N' HEHEHE MAY

ALLAH BLESS YOU SIHAT WALHAFIAT DA DMURAHKAN

REZEKI AMIN..YG KEBERAPA NIE AH...LUPA

ALAI EYH.. HAHA.P POKOKNYA TUA DAH HAHA JOKE!

BAH SIS JGN LUPA AH...BELANJA D EMPIRE..HAHA...

MISHU AROUND SIS.... I TINX UR TUMMY BCOME BIG OREDY

HEHE URG2 NYA SHA TAU 2..HAHA 2 MONTH MORE...HEHE

NDA SABAR....

2009-05-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

im own behalf jpg we lyke 2 say congr8 n gona mishu

around for 9 month startng 2moro...do de best.. we noe

tazy dpt uat semo... hehe no worrs bout cd**** kmi buleh

jaga ea..hehe....*peace* kan kan jpg....

2009-04-30T11:07:00.006+08:00

26.April 2009 Joseph&Adline wedding

2009-04-29T14:47:00.004+08:00

JOSEPH & ADELINE WEDDING TYME

JOSEPH & ADELINE 2ND PIC

NICE ONE....LYKE DE BACKGROUND...

26.04.09 @ HUA HO MANGGIS MALL

1ST FOOD NYUMMMMYYYYYYYYYY~~

BREDET & GILBBEL BOTH OFF DEM DONO HOW 2 EAT

DIS KIND OFF FOOD........ KESIAN KESIAN~

Note: picture soon UST N UEE STUFF...i just waiting patur

give me a memory........

2009-04-24T11:49:00.003+08:00

2009-04-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

BRAVOOOOOO........PEACEEEEE.....

09.04.09 its bad day for des guy..

2009-04-10T09:12:00.005+08:00

PEACE~ 8 RIPAS CANTEN... U ROCK BGRO...P JGN UAT G BGRO.. KABAK2 DAH JANTUNG SORANG2....NO MORE RIDE NO MORE BIKE (word frm ur gangster) SO SHOCK....YESTERDAY MORNING AROUND 8 PLUS....DUMMMM~ LINGKA PUNYA PASAL

WAHAHA C...MAMPU G KAN.. MALAS KN MENAGUR,EVEN JARI PATAH BGRO~~

2009-04-06T16:36:00.004+08:00

04.04

06.04 today

19.03

31.03

2009-04-06T16:25:00.002+08:00

hahaha mangsa2 ketumpahan air dari perigi.....

sal apa dorang ani kana siram jua sal belated bday buya on

19.03. ingat lapas dri kana siram..hahah baru ko tau

haha...relex jua boi.... hahah sian ea pose gmbr dah dgn sigupnya

p bnr sian ku...abis bsar baju b*** nya...haha bday on 31.03

hahah..sian rugged dah kaka ku sorang ani...ani ukan keraja

ku nie ah.. lyte gambar dah ada bukti sapa penyiram nya.

hahahaha ketahuan bday on 04.04

hahaha bday gurl nmpk wah kan membalas dendam kas kna

siram atu.. hahahaha siuk eyh...

aNeng bday....

2009-04-06T15:00:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANENG,MAY GUD BLESS U.EVRYTNX GOES WEL IN UR FUTURE N NTHER YEAR GUD HEALTH NAD PROPERTY.HEHE LAST NYTE CELEBRET ADVANCE BDAY SUPRISE TO ANENG 8 JP..HEHE SIAN ANENG KANA SIRAM.. BAIK LAGI ANENG NASIB2....HEHEH....SO CHECK DE pix........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MY BEST BUDDY FIANCEE....

2009-03-31T09:52:00.002+08:00

Best wishes on your birthday and throughout the coming year. Wishing you good health and happiness in life. May your special day be filled with memories your beloved one aka gangster hahah friendship and happy hours.Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring. You're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Bday! Wishing you all the best for your Birthday. You were born to party... jangan lupa belanjaaaaaaaaaaaa hahhahahah

2009-03-28T16:42:00.002+08:00

ada yg inda dundang ikut bgambar... b8ween

Bro Rani & Lieren

Wat de h*** bwah pala pput n dekat suzi

Pat tangan rean....damnnnnnnn

2009-03-25T08:39:00.001+08:00

ART PAINTING.........................

2009-03-14T08:55:00.000+08:00

2009-03-13T14:13:00.002+08:00

Fuhh~I try not to bother anybody. I am stressed and sad. Really stressed that i don't know how long i can take it.Im being pulled to the limit :( i feel so dead like a pile of lead, i feel so empty inside all i want to do is hide, i want to pick up my pace and leave this place, i want to walk out this door and cry no more, i cant take the leed all i do is bleed, i want to stop this pain before i turn insane, i dont want to cut but im turning to a nut, i always feel bad and always so sad, i dont want to be here and death is so near, i want to cry and say goodbye.... :'(

2009-03-11T13:50:00.002+08:00

SMS'HUSAIN 2001 - 2005 GATHERING

HIGH SCHOOL GATHERING ON SUNDAY

2009-02-21T10:03:00.004+08:00

BANDAR SERI BEGAWAN 23 February 2009 Sultanate of Brunei celebrates 25th National Day
Brunei Darussalam celebrates its 25th National Day on 23 Feb with a festival and a theme, "Kedewasaan Bernegara." It recollects 25 years of achievements since independence from Britain on 1 Jan 1984. Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah, both monarch and prime minister, will host Asian leaders at his 1788-room palace in the capital.

2009-02-20T13:46:00.001+08:00

"I know you are feeling the pain of guilt and confusion. I understand that you wish all this never happened and that you wish it would just go away. I can even believe that you truly love me and that your indiscretion hurts you emotionally much the same way it hurts me. I understand your apprehension to me discovering little by little, everything that led up to your indiscretion, everything that happened during that weekend, and everything that happened afterwards. "I understand. No one wants to have a mistake or misjudgment thrown in his or her face repeatedly. No one wants to be forced to "look" at the thing that caused all their pain over and over again. I can actually see, that through your eyes, you are viewing this whole thing as something that just needs to go away, something that is over, that she doesn't mean anything to you, so why is it such a big issue? I can understand you wondering why I torture myself with this continuously, and thinking, doesn't she know by now that I love her? I can see how you can feel this way and how frustrating it must be. But for the remainder of this letter I'm going to ask you to view my reality through my eyes. "You were there. There is no detail left out from your point of view. Like a puzzle, you have all the pieces and you are able to reconstruct them and be able to understand the whole picture, the whole message, or the whole meaning. You know exactly what that picture is and what it means to you and if it can effect your life and whether or not it continues to stir your feelings. You have the pieces, the tools, and the knowledge. You can move through your life with 100% of the picture you compiled. If you have any doubts, then at least you're carrying all the information in your mind and you can use it to derive conclusions or answers to your doubts or question. You carry all the "STUFF" to figure out OUR reality. There isn't really any information, or pieces to the puzzle that you don't have."Now let's enter my reality. Let's both agree that this affects our lives equally. The outcome no matter what it is will affect us both. Our future and our present circumstances are every bit as important to me as it is to you. So, why then is it okay for me to be left in the dark? Do I not deserve to know as much about the night that nearly destroyed our relationship as you do? Just like you, I am also able to discern the meaning of certain particulars and innuendoes of that night and just like you, I deserve to be given the opportunity to understand what nearly brought our relationship down. To assume that I can move forward and accept everything at face value is unrealistic and unless we stop thinking unrealistically I doubt our lives will ever "feel" complete. You have given me a puzzle. It is a 1000 piece puzzle and 400 random pieces are missing. You expect me to assemble the puzzle without the benefit of looking at the picture on the box uhu.. You expect me to be able to discern what I am looking at and to appreciate it in the same context as you. You want me to be as comfortable with what I see in the picture as you are. When I ask if there was a tree in such and such area of the picture you tell me don't worry about it, it's not important. When I ask whether there were any animals in my puzzle you say don't worry about it, it's not important. When I ask if there was a lake in that big empty spot in my puzzle you say, what's the difference, it's not important."Then later when I'm expected to "understand" the picture in my puzzle you fail to understand my disorientation and confusion. You expect me to feel the same way about the picture as you do but deny me the same view as you. When I express this problem you feel compelled to admonish me for not understanding it, for not seeing it the way you see it. You wonder why I can't just accept whatever you chose to describe to me about the picture and then be able to feel the same way you feel about it."So, you want me to be okay with everything. You think you deserve to know and I deserve to wonder. You may honestly feel that the whole picture, everything that happened is insignificant because in your heart you know it was a mistake and wish it never happened. But how can I know that? Faith? Because you told me so? Would you have faith if the tables were turned? Don't you understand that I want to believe you completely? But how can I? I can never know what is truly in your mind and heart. I can only observe your actions, and what information I have acquired and slowly, over time rebuild my faith in your feelings. I truly wish it were easier."So, there it is, as best as I can put it. That is why I ask questions. That is where my need to know is derived from. And that is why it is unfair for you to think that we can effectively move forward and unfair for you to accuse me of dwelling on the past. My need to know stems from my desire to hold our world together. It doesn't come from jealousy, it doesn't come from spitefulness, and it doesn't come from a desire to make you suffer. It comes from the fact that I love you. Why else would I put myself through this? Wouldn't it be easier for me to walk away? Wouldn't it be easier to consider our relationship a bad mistake in my life and to move on to better horizons? Of course it would, but I can't and the reason I can't is because I love you and that reason in itself makes all the difference di bumi ani…hmmmm~

2009-02-19T10:09:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU 2 EMY & MEZAH
BERSANDING TYME

PRINCE & PRINCESESS

WAH... LAMPUH NYE AKU CHITT...

WV CUNAH...

WV S & S FAMILY

2009-02-19T09:49:00.003+08:00

8 IGS CENTER,DURING ADI BERSANDING ME,NAN & TASHA
WV CUZ DEWI N SURAYA, GUESS WHO SAPA BELAKANG DEWI ATU??

WV ANTIE2 AND DE 1ST CUZIN...BARU SUKU..ALUM SEMUA...

2009-02-13T08:36:00.000+08:00

2009-02-09T09:27:00.004+08:00

SORY L8.... UPDATE UPDATE.... hahah HAPPY BUZDAY KA LILO... MAY GOD BLESS U.. SUPRISE.. UKN G INDA SUPRISE AH...HADIAH LILO KALI ANI.. MEMBAGI TEKAZUT...HAHAH.. INDA SEMANA2 ADA WENNNN DBRUNEI.. HAHAHA.

2009-02-09T09:07:00.002+08:00

HARI STREZZ GABAN SEDUNIA... ANAK2 STREZZ 8 SERIA TOWN EXTRA BUANG STREZZ....(NADA KERAJA) SAPA2 SHA NAH.... ME,PPTZ,TAM,BIL,ROY,ALAI,BOB,ROSNY AND LISA...SJA SNA.. KAN MERASA SESUANA GONG XI..HAHA BANYAK KEMBANG API SNA NDA BERANTI2.. HAHA.

2009-01-27T11:23:00.002+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI 2 DOES CELEBR8 CHINESS NEW YEAR EXPRCLY 2 ALL UST N UEE STUFF ''XIN NIEN KUAI LE'' GUYS.. HEHE AND 2 MY BOSH.. ANGPAU ANGPAU......

2009-01-24T10:21:00.002+08:00

ON TUESDAY NYTE 8 JURUTON HOTEL MAMA TUA CLBR8 HER 55th BDAY

HAHAHA...... SIUK PLANG SAL I MISH MY PHOSIS FAMILY..HAHA P ADA YG NDA DTG...HAHA CUA LYTE KAKA AH.. GENDEMPUL LAH..HAHA P CUTE.

2009-01-20T16:33:00.002+08:00

on 17th january.. last saturday nyte i6 clbr8 her bday party smewre brunei town wahhhhhhhh bnrnya 19 atu fun fun fun....fun abis shang...hehe.owh yea... dat tyme GREEN'S SOLDIER THEMES..haha abis semo mcm lapas dri abis rc8rt.lyte sha de pic......btapa enjoynya drng.... soon gmbr2 len...

HpPy BdAy 2 mY beSt2 buDdy.......

2009-01-17T16:56:00.001+08:00

CERIAKAN HARI2 MU 28

2009-01-02T09:42:00.002+08:00

smile......rsa kn menghiburkn kwn yg sorang a2......sal msa ani ea sakit menahan windu

cua lyte muanya nampk sha ceria... bnrnya.... p i selut u gurl....tabah usulnya....nda tau ah d...

Smile.....mata bangkung mata bangkung... ketahuan lue.....

ceria kah nda anak ani ah.. atu ea buat-buat ceria.. heheh.. jgn marah.. syg awak...

Ea buat2 muka bida.. p bnrnya buat muka cry

01.01.09 SEND WEENA 2 AIRPORT...GUD LUCK KAKA TABAU

2009-01-01T10:10:00.005+08:00

SHEZ CRY ALOT.....SIAN KAKA TABAU..MEMBGI RAWAN ATI

SEMPAT POSE & SENYUM2 LAGI SEBLUM KAN MASUK G8..

GABAN KAN DORANG POSE.....XPRCLY YG WHITE T-SHIRT AH

BERACUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..BBL VS WHITE MAN

LAGI SKALI....CLICK CLICK CLICK

i6 yeaaaaaaa u ROCK......

ANTAM....HAHAH.LAWA EYHHHHHHHHHHH BMW AH...

B4 WeeNa Fly...8 wEena Cribzz

2009-01-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

GONNA MISHU KAKA TABAU

BBL MEMORY WV U

POSE GABANNNNNNN..HAHAH

HEHEH......CHEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSS LAST POSE

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEPZ..................2009

2008-12-31T15:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 2 MY FAMILYS
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 MY BELOVED 1

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY FRIENDS

MERRY X-MAS PEPZ....

2008-12-26T14:43:00.006+08:00

hohoho....peace...oooppppsssssssssssssssssss terlebih sudahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i6 Smileeeeee

Hohoho...Merry x-mas
[1][1]--> peAceee

During ma2 & pa2 31th AnnVrsry....(fancY dRess)

2008-12-22T08:51:00.005+08:00

MAMA & PAPA 31TH YR ANNVSRY

MAMA & PAPA

SS FAMILY-->NDA PANDAI SERIUS

CUCU KESYGAN NDA MAU TINGGAL

SS FOOTBALL PLAYER

BOB & BALQIS (shez sick,cian...)

C'NANI & AMAL (SWEET BLUE)

AMY,BB & ADEK (OZZY STAR)

DE NICE DRESS DAT NYTE

BEST WOMEN N GUYZ DRESS CNGR8

HAHA...KANA SURUH CATWALK..PEACE

pose

2008-12-11T11:25:00.002+08:00

x-mas PART 2

2008-12-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

MUA BINI KU PALING BURUK.....

2008-12-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

SYGKU MUA PALING CAWEE....

2008-12-10T19:32:00.005+08:00

pre x-mas PART 1

2008-12-05T16:11:00.003+08:00

BIMP-EAGA DONE 2008

2008-12-01T16:09:00.004+08:00

BIMP-EAGA (pencak silat) 2008

MUR YRA NAH

INAH Vs YRAH

8 de mall

2008-12-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

FRDY 21.11.08 JPG TRAINING 8 ANGLEZ PLACEZ

2008-11-26T09:47:00.005+08:00

hAppY bDay 2 TaMz 2311

2008-11-24T08:08:00.003+08:00

haPpy birThday 2 U tAmz..wiSh eVrtiNx goEs wEll in Ur fUtuRe..hVe a bLast.....tHnxz aGen saL InVite uS cLbr8 uR bDayz pArty YstrdY D TuNgku bCh.sOe JuA sAl Awal bLik.... aDa hAl....heheheh..picTure sOOn fRom #28 & #19 mIntA PiC YsTDy........................

POKO POKO CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY DAYZ

2008-11-21T11:13:00.001+08:00

PARAH.. TAKEN FROM JAIROU'S BLOG...

2008-11-08T11:12:00.003+08:00

TQ TQ TQ TQ SO SO SO MUCH PEPZ.....

2008-11-07T16:15:00.001+08:00

nominated.....

2008-11-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

Put the logo on your blogs
Add a link to the person who awarded you.
Nominate atleast 7 other blogs.
Add links to those blogs on yours.
Leave a message on your nominees on their blogs
Syaa nominated me......

My nominate goes to:-
** Ahu
** Aneng
** Lisa
** Mulan
** Scarysoul
** Kurapak
** Muizoo

HpPy bUsdAy 2 ELVIN ust manager & my cuties fwen LySa

2008-11-04T09:08:00.003+08:00

hAppy BirtHday 2 u Elvin

Happy BusDay 2 Lysaa...hehe.may allah bless u
sory.. nda gmbr mu sorang..yath edit mcm ani sha.

my lovely mummy jarum cap susu ibu dah ank haha

2008-11-03T15:34:00.002+08:00

UEE/UST Open offce ysterdy...

2008-11-01T11:28:00.005+08:00

2008-11-01T11:19:00.001+08:00

2 all Angelina Jolie fanz..Jgn JElouszzzz

2008-10-30T11:53:00.004+08:00

To pepz yg minat hantap kan c.jolie ani..haha..SAJA MENJELOUS KAN..yatah namanya buang boreng...experclly i6 and 23 wahahha..c-lina inda pakai bra buii KETAHUAN wahahgagag....

hmmm~ boreng..2 more dayz luv payah kn jumpa... strc dah ne..luv take care wokey disana.Hope u enjoy disana..bisai2 saja.rely gona mishu.Gud luck for ur tourney oSo ah.

me & my best buDdy...

2008-10-30T10:00:00.002+08:00

hApPy BirThdAy 2 Alai miMie & kA nAs....

2008-10-30T08:24:00.004+08:00

HaPpy birThdaY Ka NaSH....It's your birthday
so i ve arranged my birthday band to play for you here's
wishing yuo a happy 'rocks' with happiness & loads of fun!

on your birthday,hope you look back n feel proud
of all you have achieved
and look ahead at all you are aiming for!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Wishing you another year of
good health happiness nad properity
Sory lai 4 dE ly8 gR8n… [29.10. Ystdy] May aLLah bLess u.. mwAh..misHu lai…

nUthin 2 dO....

2008-10-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

Di jadikan cerita...im so borenx.....nuthin to do brabisly...

bnyaklah kan dfikirkan.Damn! lately ani g sakit2 sja.Payah kan

training....nda dpt bwa belari...s*** mcm mana kan diet nie..

wahahahah.Argghh~ actually i mish sme1,really mish. :'(

My New Style....blank

2008-10-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

BIMP-EAGA OCTOBER 08 AT LABUAN

2008-10-28T15:18:00.002+08:00

wahaha.... me manat....edit edit

2008-10-22T16:55:00.004+08:00

2008-10-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

haha...so cute n very very gendut ank cjidah.. haha
mcm mamanya jua.. wahah... nak ku pose dah ne jid
gmbr mu.. ahaha jgn tah mrh2 lagi.. & nice pix atu ank buahnya
wahahah... lagi gendut.... p nages jua lah leh ku ahahah..puas
ati ku mengigit ctabau ah.. ahhaha....

LiVerpool vS cHelsea

2008-10-21T15:02:00.002+08:00

On Sunday Nyte... 26th Oct Chelsea Vs Liverpool....will Be gempak ne 2 our team.....exprcly me n i6 haha... cna kan lawan ne beb... both team my Fv8 team pon.. hahahha....nDa dPt keLaie2 nE..bah jgn lupa kai jersi ah......

RAYAING....

2008-10-21T11:24:00.002+08:00

RUMAH BUYA AKA BUAYA haha.....

RUMAH WEENA

haPpy teAcher daYz...

2008-10-18T09:28:00.004+08:00

18.10.08...hpPy teAchers dAy 2 olz tEacher2 dBruNei aNi...Guru

pEmbentuK tUnas bAngsa...i'll lYke 2 sAy teACheRs Day 2 Tua laKi & bIni,mAma tUa,UncU G-Boy & wiFe,UncU gUrl,aMit gUrl,mY lOvely cUzinz, siS aMaliNa,siS zAti,siS leLa,Bro sHam mY fWEns Amoi,Aneng,Kawi & Wife,Ahu & pPt.. (aNak dOrng anI coNsDer teaCher Jua lah.. saL cAhu cUti hAri aNi... hahaha... eYh luPa... 2 aLL mY tEacHer2 yG pErnah nGajar SaYa(shAri sPatah kaTa) yG GaUk dsKulah aNi hehe..[bek jUa nGakun] hPpy tEachErss dAy 2 aLL..mWah..

nOte: kEk d-aTaS a2...yG iNda aMpit siA2 pOn sJa...hehehe