Fuhh~I try not to bother anybody. I am stressed and sad. Really stressed that i don't know how long i can take it.Im being pulled to the limit :( i feel so dead like a pile of lead, i feel so empty inside all i want to do is hide, i want to pick up my pace and leave this place, i want to walk out this door and cry no more, i cant take the leed all i do is bleed, i want to stop this pain before i turn insane, i dont want to cut but im turning to a nut, i always feel bad and always so sad, i dont want to be here and death is so near, i want to cry and say goodbye.... :'(